Funny thing... my brain seems to be shutting down and I can't think. I think (yeah I just said that) it is because I have continuing education and I feel like I am in my school mode again. No room for thoughts must absorb information.
I really like the information that we are learning in our classes. I think that it is kind of my personality to do the things that we are learning in how to deal with people. The crazy thing is that because I am the newest P.O. and am there with the two senior P.O. I think I am that much more nervous. Not that either of them are mean or anything, but I guess I feel like I have to prove myself to some degree. I notice yesterday when it was my time to try the exercise and they were grading me my nerves took over. I was over thinking everything and in my head I was like "what am I doing" and "slow down." Ugh... it is hard to do something when you feel so unnatural because of the situation. I mean having a conversation when you know others are looking at you to grade you is brutal.
Hopefully, I will do better today. I just need to not over think it.
Breathe in, breathe out.
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